Another Day in Corporate Prison

Another day lost in corporate prison. A coworker put it well; she said arriving here each day is comparable to arriving on a movie set. One must be an academy award winning actress to face each and every day here because no one can be themselves. This is a plastic company with plastic people. Actually it is worse than that it is full of back stabbing liars. When I drive in each morning I have to psych myself into getting through the day and then each and every hour I must do the same, constantly telling myself only 5 hours left, only 3 and ½ hours left, etc. It is definitely a torturous way to spend each day. I know many if not all others are doing the same thing because one thing that is perfectly clear here is that nobody is genuine. Everyone is very fake. I miss so much being myself. It has been a very long time since I could be myself at work, over a decade. Ugh that is painful. One of these days I will be able to be myself every minute of every day. God I can’t wait for that.